Chronicles of Life with Multiple Sclerosis
trying to explain things is getting fucking exhausting. I am coping the best I can and if you don’t like it, tough. It works for me and I’m the one going through this.
This is exactly what I want to say to my doctors. this and SUCK IT.
And right now, I’m really struggling to pay my bills. I know that most of y’all are strangers, but anything/ everything helps me. I’m trying to raise 3100 dollars in hopes of paying off my medical debts.
So far, I’ve raised over 400 dollars in 4 days.
The support is BLOWING MY MIND. I’m so overwhelmed with gratitude.
Please, if you have anything to give, Donate here
i’ve been there.. am still there. The stress of trying to make ends meet, pay for medication, even with insurance, well.. its beyond words. I hope you reach your goal.. but remember.. put your life before your medical bills. Message me if you want a long story why. Don’t make the mistake I did. They won’t put you in jail for defaulting on medical bills they will make sure you can never have a future for other forms of debt.. trust me. I learned the hardest way possible.
Still, if anyone has an extra dollar to help a fellow chronic illness peep out… do it :)
its been this way for over a week and getting worse. UGH. This has never been one of my usual flare-ish pain location. Meds aren’t helping, It hurts to sit, stand, lay down. I think my attempts to compensate when walking/etc is making my usual upper back pain worse too (and all the usual pain crap). Its exacerbating the fatigue but laying down hurts so I dunno what to do.
WAHH. :( Just needed to write-whine about it. Not like I’m gonna go to the doc for this one.. I already know the outcome: “double up on your backlofen, dont’ forget the Tizanadine and take some ibuprofen gee thanks (USELESS).
On another note my doc switched me to provigil… it took a month to get authorization and just cause, as he says to me frequently “nothing is easy with you”, my bod made sure to have a reaction to it so I stopped and I’m back on the regular flavor adderal.. wondering why he didn’t just switch me to XR since my issue is the drop off makes me faint.. eh. dunno. tired of asking at the moment. Sticking with the current med regime for now. its been a year+ of new meds hear and there that fail, diagnoses that can’t be treated, and pain that “doesn’t make sense the way you’re feeling it”.
bitch moan whine.. Thanks for letting me get that out. I’m now going to take more meds and pray for sleep (or if I wait an hour or two.. watch the sunrise over Boston.
with me either i am showered with thirty minutes of makeup and hair done or i haven’t changed out of my pajama pants in three days. there is no inbetween