Chronically Something

The waiting for new meds/testing time blues

I’m feeling more positive lately (doesn’t say too much from the crazy you saw last month) I have about 5 different tests scheduled and a few more in the works before I’ll actually get to start Gilenya. BUT Im also in a crap load more pain and incredibly exhausted since being off the Tysabri for over a month now.  I’ve been trying to hide it a bit, push myself and push myself to get out there and do things, focus on other people. I’ve actually been pretty productive lately but it freaking HURTS. hurts. I’m afraid I may collapse if I continue this way.. or maybe its the push I need to be productive? ya know.. till I pass out on the side walk entrance to my home because I was too tired to make it inside? yeah. Maybe thats what will happen. :::whine whine zzzzZ:::::

9 April 2012 ·

• Tags
• Multiple Sclerosis
• chronic illness
• Chronic pain
• fatigue
• tysabri
• Gilenya
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